holes in my brain

hahahahha I just want to say.... what the fuck did I just read? Not bad, it's.... different from what I usually read.And I do feel like if I read a few more adult books, I can guess why so many adults read YA. I prefer my idealistic, strong-headed heroine to these twisty, dark, complex...adults. #nevergrowup Everything about this book is strangely enthralling yet I can't say "I liked it" completely, I can just say the book definitely grabbed my attention and the characters are psychotically deranged sometimes. The first half was kind of meh but it really picked up during the second half as things got like, woah.